Have you ever wondered
which hurts you the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn’t?
or
saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things
are the hardest things to say.
Don’t be afraid to tell someone
you love them.
If you do,
they might break your heart.
But
if you don’t,
you might break theirs
Have you ever decided not to become couple
because you were so afraid of losing
what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes
and whom it doesn’t.
You cant tell your heart
what to do.
It does it on its own
when you least suspect it,
or even when you don’t want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone
with everything you had,
But that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up
because we are too afraid
to care too much..
For fear that the other person does not care as much,
or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone
because your fear of rejection
was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid of
what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie,
the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks
and it requires you to jump.
Don’t be a person who has to look back
and wonder what they would have done,
or you could have had.
What would you do if every time
you fell in love
you had to say good-bye?
What would you do if
every time you wanted someone
they would never be there?
What would you do
if your best friend died tomorrow (choi~)
and you never got to tell them how you felt?
(Even if it is that you don’t care anymore)
What would you do
if you loved someone more than ever
and you couldn’t have them?
What would you do
if you never got the chance to say
I am friends with all my family
and they know I love them?
People live,
but people die too.
I want to tell you that
you are a friend.
If you died tomorrow, (God forbid)
you would be in my heart.
Would I be in yours?
If you care about me
as much as I care about you,
I will be very grateful to you.
But if you don’t,
I won't blame you too.
You might be best friends one year,
pretty good friends the next years,
don’t talk that often the next,
and don’t want to talk at all the year after that.
So,
I just wanted to say,
even if I never talk to you again in my life,
you are special to me
and you made a difference in my life,
I look up to you,
respect you,
truly cherish you,
Most of all I care about friends
and I care about you,
the most SPECIAL ones..
quote from other place,
edited too
i dont have money right now.. i spent it already.. really dont have oh.. now even RM1 also dont have.. seriously. sometime i was thinking why people in 
over there.. took the picture for fun, saw my face? N81!! other place? told you dont have any fun place lo.. the place that we can go is shopping center, because such a holy place, there are no pub or disco.. no night activity at all. its prohibited and no alcohol and gambling too! whoahh.. haizz.. a peaceful islamic country. lol.. well well.. i didnt much thing, but i bought 3 little keychain.. sorry ah friends, only got three. haha.. dont hit me. letter HFT.. for closer friends sure know what it stand for. symbolises how crazy we are when we together! heheh.. so much unforgettable moments had happened among us. yo buddy, never forget ya.. no matter how hard i face the problems, so glad you are always be there for me. thanks friends dekat sini pula! off track.. oii.. owner ah! remember to take your thing.. my uncle's robot.. its placed on his shop, but is not for sale.. cool huhh.. p.s. if its placed on my dad's shop, sure missing on the next day.. why? come on, you dont know ah? metal are valuable nowadays.. some of the "lakia" like to steal it and sell it! even longkang one also steal. really BDC (bor da cek)!! make other people suffer only. what if someone fall inside the longkang leh!! haiz.. sigh a me to a special place that store so much memories when i am still very young. its the place we lived when im only around 3 or 4 years old! my cousins and relatives all lived there before too. the building now is painted nicely. it look so old before. the river!! my aunt and other neighbors use to throw their rubbish on the side of the river! sound so polluted right? its polluted during olden time.. but now its all cleared by the government. dont pollute the water! imagine you drink the water.. ewww..
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