31 July 2009

sigh of reGRET/LIEF

okay, i did cry that day.
not for regretting anything, just to relieve my stress.



conclusion for my result..
I DIDNT FAIL ANY SUBJECTS FOR SEM2..



成绩跟我长得一样。。
帅~

:P

28 July 2009

what'll it happen tomorrow

TOMORROW
the big day for me to get that freaky thing..
that's my result.
recently giving myself a big pressure
that make me almost gasping for air..
*breathe hard.. i want oxygen!*
sigh..
hope that i wont repeat the same mistake again like previous semester.
i just want to be responsible to myself
but if it happen..
erm..
please do let me cry a while on the beach,
i beg for permission. just a while only..
XD what la! !@$#@%...
God forbid..
wonder what will it happen tomorrow.
陪我壮胆吧朋友,
我真的很害怕..
*faint*



dont worry, be happy
the one i most afraid of is.. i dont worry anymore, and i never happy

=.='''
END

25 July 2009

14 July 2009

FIShhHiee..

went to this place..
located at matang river
own by my dad's friend






bell.. made by bamboo
heard that uncle said the river got croc.. woot!

tonight im gonna have big fish feast! yum yum..
come find me at PEACH GARDEN tonight
i'll be there.. ^^v

12 July 2009

trip to sibu.. BORED

having short trip to sibu to visit my grandma few days ago because she was hospitalised. thank God that she is fine. im the first one suggest to visit my grandma because i know my mom miss and also worry my grandma.. (乖吧..) hehe.. it was only me and my mom only go at first, but after that my 2 cuzzie and aunt follow too.. woot~ crowded.. we used express bus to go there. and when we reached there, guess what.. only 3am! what the.. no car, no public buses, no taxi.. LOL.. so we all waited till 5plus to take the earliest bus to our destination.

erm.. should be trip to KANOWIT instead of sibu..
my mom's hometown. wakaka..
it took around an hour duration to reach kanowit from sibu
cuzzie played peekaboo..
kinda scary to play in empty bus during midnight.
especially the most back seats..
AHH~ dont remind me.. LOL
reality BARN BUDDY?? hmm..

when i reach grandma house its already 6.30am
what else can do?? hmm.. camshooting larr..

we all visited my grandma at the hospital.
what happened next?? all uncles and aunties go limteh at kopitiam.
me!!?! jaga nenek.. grrr.. with my cuzzie too

too bored, candid shot that dumb nurse..
because you look too 'pretty' in a way..
XD me so bad..

afternoon time
reality BARN BUDDY HARVESTED
lol.. ( i missed my pc very much that time..)


my grandma back from hospital, resting on the chair..
another candid shot..
whoooops..
my leg..

everyone help to wash the veges..
okay.. i dont, hehe.. i only know how to play than do those work
this stupid cat, eat rat in front of me.. grr..
i can hear how crunchy is the rat's head.. eeeewww..
but stil it look adorable
(i mean cat, not the headless rat!)
went to the small town, kanowit
i saw this old man, wonder what he sell.. keep promoting how good the product is.
and why he have to put looooooooong hair on the ground?!


grr grrr.. stupid lamp post

aha.. clear!
on the way to sibu SHOP SHOP
camwhore.. gain weight!! arrrrrr

pasar malam.. ermm.. we went there early..
so call.. pasar siang!

can anybody tell me whats that? many plate one..
what food is that?


okay now i know why they say sibu is foochow people territory!
they all speaks foochow.. for me is just like.. huhh!! what are they trying to say?!
even the village iban people also speak loudly, influenced by foochow people?

pork pork pork

pintu gerbang sibu
i only get interested on the tensile roof

bibi on the left and jackie on the right
fight!!

this is what chinese like to say
小巫见大巫

sibu bas terminal

stupid bus driver drive damn slow
i know drive slow more safe
but tooooo slow!
other people took 6hrs duration and he took 8plus hrs..

done, short trip but experience alot..
the most things i gained is....
MOSQUITOES BITES
itch itch!!
only me been bitten the most.. other people dont even have
hmm.. maybe they likes my 'city' blood a lot



end
cont sleep


07 July 2009

BrB

off to sibu for few days
decide in a sudden
so INACTIVE again
lol
bb~


p.s.
jaga my barn buddy n restaurant city..
level up up up!!!

04 July 2009

思念X病

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点有没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈
汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了什么事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切
那些人事物会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离
变成回忆