Deeply to Heart

怎么隐藏　我的悲伤

失去你的地方

你的发香　散的匆忙

我已经跟不上

闭上眼睛　还能看见

你离去的痕迹

在月光下　一直找寻　

那想念的身影

如果说分手　是苦痛　的起点

那在终点之前

我愿意再爱一遍

想要对你说的

不敢说的爱

会不会有人可以明白

我会发着呆　然后忘记你

接着紧紧闭上眼

想着那一天 会有人代替

让我不再想念你

我会发着呆　然后微微笑

接着紧紧闭上眼

又想那一年你温柔的脸在我忘记之前

在我忘记之前

心里的眼泪

模糊了视线

你已快看不见

never know that i will deeply touched when heard this song..
just hear the 1st few line of the lyrics only i already feel wanna bang on the wall.
haiya.. mom ah.. why early in the morning play this song..
make my mood LOW LOW LOW~
miss that night seeing all kaki clubbin dance when 'low' played.. PRO ehh

Party Nite

29aug2008, a masquerate party was held in LKW.. haizz.. quite fun larr.. those are some pic i took.. very little.. will have more soon.

breakdancer

with my sec sch senior, ex-stampin gal
now in same badge! weee~
(dont shock my reader la)

feel like clubbin after the party when its gettin boring.. who knows..
they start dancing on the stage! gosh..
dont need waste fuels to club anymore.. hehe

bau site visit

today.. noope.. yesterday, yeap correct.. whole AT student are going to bidayuh longhouse to have some visit and do their assignment.. what can i say about this trip is.. TIRED~

the assignment i have now i just to know more about how bidayuh house were built.. of course from foundation first lo.. (foundation aint foundation in what course..look at the pic above)

its a short little place only.. nothing much over there.. so what else can do?? take pic lorr.. hehe..

i flying without wingssss...

wierdy..

i accidentally kicked audrey's hand.. hehehh.. sorry

statue of liberty??
no..

statue of new chief in bidayuh longhouse!?!

woot.. ah tiaw with sunglasses
p.s. is lollipop not cigar oh..

ehh.. audrey ah.. rmb to delete the stupid candid pic ah..
u know which pic i mean de.. and joyce too
if not i rape both of u at the same time!!
peace!

believe it or not

that's the result from some questionaire and i got this.. believe it or not? im not sure too..

平和型（隨和豁達，樂天知命）
您通常是溫暖、友善、忍耐、隨和、不好競爭，以及愛說話。您偏好和平、有組織、可預期而舒服的生活。
您喜歡配合環境，因而很難知道自己的優先次序，變成跟隨別人所希望而去做事，有時候甚至模仿別人說話的腔調、用詞，以及身體語言。
優點：
非常主動，具有眾多興趣和嗜好。您喜歡與人為伍，可以為了別人而發揮最具生產力的工作成效。
缺點：
您會「自我遺忘」，失去了什麼是對自己真正重要的覺察力。您很容易分心，即使一個人時，亦有可能把高度優先的事情留到最後才做。看起來很像是拖延，但並不故意。
愛情：
您一旦擁有了關係，不會想到分離，而且會承諾去經營恆常不分離的關係。您既忠誠又慷慨，可以不帶妒忌或競爭心去支持並慶賀伴侶的成功，當伴侶的需要浮現時，更能給予回應。
您的憤怒最有可能在親密關係中顯現。因為當您迎合別人時，自己就消失了。
「我有好長一段時間不知道自己的感覺，總是一片空白。當她投射出她所認為我感覺到的事情時，我們便陷入爭吵。我痛恨這種情形，但是對於引發我找到自己想要什麼確實有幫助。」
安定方位：成就型
在安定的狀態下您會變得很專一，能在短時間內完成許多傑出的事。
壓力方位：忠誠型
當面對感情的壓力或情緒對抗時，您會變得充滿恐懼，意識到所潛在的威脅，不但變得退縮，甚至唯命是從、好鬥、彆扭而且更頑固。
建意：
問問自己的想法，而非顧慮別人的意見
注意您對改變的不適感，學習歡迎新事物。
注意您的頑固和被動式抗拒
最渴望：和洽相處
最恐懼：有紛爭，有衝突
最難達到的美德：果斷 (Right action)
最難克服的執念：懶惰 (Sloth)

tiring day.. Part 2

well.. cont now.. just finished my assignments.. sigh in relief.. now is... 3.39am!? no need sleep le la.. owww... get use to it.. then.. show some of my work.. do it since 7plus pm till now.. ouchh~ stippling.. know wat?? dot dot dot lo.. all comes from dots..

still the sketchess.. (up there)

well.. this is the one (up) i draw it past few years.. i still keep the original piece.
so.. below here are those i just done it few hours ago.. dot till hand damn tired~

the one i love the most (uP)

clearer view to see those dotSSS

incomplete part.. (2plus am)

the most not satisfy one is the product one..
im lazy to think about it since its the last drawing just now..
zzz..
phiewww.. finally done..
BUT
still got 7pieces for other subject!!?!
&%$#@!$%%#...

tiring day..

waste so much time on other thing.. didnt manage my time well.. im kind of rushing on my assignments.. and yet im gonna summit it later ( now already 2.30AM)... wawawa.. havent finish larr... sweat.. still got one piece left.. no need sleep liao.. so so.. cont my post later.. (who will read now oh?? everyone sleep le gua..)

一颗心的距离

一双闪着泪光的眼睛
要多努力才能把雨看成星星
握住我手　但别给我同情
执着的人要从倔强　寻找勇气
好像很近　瞬间又远离
很难实现才叫梦想　才要决心
我们终于一起　来到这里
当我激动不能言语　把我抱紧
我们隔着　一颗心的距离
有笑有哭地去回忆
夏天秋天成长蜕变的电影
会是一辈子做不腻的事情
静静隔着　一颗心的距离
交换最真实的情绪
庆幸在不勇敢的纪念日里
你曾经　给我多重要的鼓励
好像很近　瞬间又远离
很难实现才叫梦想　才要决心
我们终于一起　来到这里
当我激动不能言语　把我抱紧
我们隔着　一颗心的距离
有笑有哭地去回忆
夏天秋天成长蜕变的电影
会是一辈子做不腻的事情
静静隔着　一颗心的距离
交换最真实的情绪
庆幸在不勇敢的纪念日里
你曾经　给我多重要的鼓励
我想說 沒有你的聲音
像没有歌词的旋律
就算可以　很美很好听
也少了意义 少了确定
我们隔着　一颗心的距离
有笑有哭地去回忆
夏天秋天成长蜕变的电影
会是一辈子做不腻的事情
静静隔着　一颗心的距离
交换最真实的情绪
庆幸在不勇敢的纪念日里
你曾经　给我多重要的　鼓励

piercing

tadaa~ went piercing yesterday.. got challenged by campus friend.. but then i got two and she only got one.. actually already plan to pierce soon.. but since got people ask so.. haha.. its not painful at all. because there's other place more hurt than that.. everytime got extremely sad thing happened i will go to pierce.. what if it many sad thing happen leh??! ear no space loo.. XD next time can think of tattooing.. hiakkss

to love ones

You may be out of my sight,
but not out of my heart.
You may be out of my reach,
but not out of my mind.
I may mean nothing to you anymore,
but you'll always be special to me,
sincerely.

20082008

you dont even leave anything for me-20082008- but that doesnt matter.. .

cause you left those memories, special number those i never have before
it cant even been replaced special me thanks for everything
that you ever done for me special memory i love you

tuesday ah tuesday.. special day?!

who wanna buy toto or 4D? ask number frm me.. dn tiok dnt kill me.. but then tiok ned share 20% for me.. tuesday ah... Special? dunno la.. wed de ah.. b fast.. if tiok i will say.. TERRIBLE HORRIBLE VEGETABLE and extremely UNBELIEVABLE!!!

post that never dare to post part II

here comes broken english..
yaho!
i forget i got say got part two de,
weee...
ermmm..
no inspiration to write eh
means that recently no emo liao?!
maybe..
mood ok?
oklarrr.. bit bit larrr..
school nice?
better than thinkin nonsense at home!
=.='''
LAME
hit me la! feel so bored ma
so post something for fun la!

Top 9 Depression Symptoms

1. Depression Mood

A person may report feeling "sad" or "empty" or may cry frequently. Children and adolescents may exhibit irritability.

2. Decreased Interest or Pleasure
A person may show markedly diminished interest or pleasure in all, or almost all, daily activities.

3. Weight Changes

Significant changes in weight when not attempting to gain or lose (a gain or loss of 5% or more in a month) may be indicative of depression. In children, this may also present as a failure to make expected weight gains.

4. Sleep Disturbances
Insomnia or sleeping too much may be a symptom of depression.

5. Psychomotor Agitation or Retardation
The person may be observed to be either agitated and restless or physically slowed down in their movements.

6. Fatigue

Deep fatigue or a loss of energy is a symptom of depression.

7. Feelings of Worthlessness or Guilt

A depressed person may feel that they have no value or they may feel inappropriately guilty about things they have no control over.

8. "Brain Fog"

A depressed person may have a diminished ability to think, concentrate or make decisions.

9. Thought of Death

A depressed person may have recurring thoughts of death, especially thoughts of suicide, with or without a specific plan.

Beware of it..

being lazy..

la la la.. today no class..guess what i did yesterday.. when in architecture drawing class, lecturer ask us to go around to sketch some 'spaces' plus human figure.. get what i mean? well, lazy to explain.. haha! so everyone just go around the campus to choose where is the best place to complete their drawings. for me, its a little bit hard for me to sit on the floor and start sketch what i saw in front of me. and yet its a hot afternoon.. why no air con on atrium! so i use a LITTLE technique to make my work faster.. some of them do it too. this is what i gotintro--space( ruang tahu tak!!)--

this is what i plan to draw.. up here^^..

ALERT
saw something wierd?? hey.. i wan space! not.. not.. the one down here..

our lesson should be from 1pm to 5pm. the time is only around 2pm when sitting on the floor and start sketching like what others do is quite boring.. the lecturer had already gone and we actually can back home anytime. lazy to go home because of the hot weather. i ask audrey and joyce to library. clever leh.. inside there cooler BUT no silent at all. people chit chat around without lower their voice and just laugh like hell. haha.. i do my sketch in the library then.. when its getting more bored i start online.. joyce and audrey are so naughty.. conteng my drawing with few creatures in the pond.. pond? take a look on the pic up there again.. got pond.. they drew octopus.. giant squid.. titanic which is smaller than the whale! wat the.. lecturer will faint once saw it.. hahahaa.. but that's what we call CREATIVE! its too creative.. audrey even think of drawing dinosaur inside the pond.. my turn to faint~

untitled post 2

barely cant sleep today.. hmm.. while waiting for the meetoto to load, just come here to post something.. its a quite lame online game la. listen to other people's voice when they sing and vote for them to earn some money(virtual one larrr.. if real one i will sing every min) before that i watched rattatuille from pplive.. actually already watch it before in cinema. reminds me about last year.. about this time too.. during kuching fest held.. i went to kuching fest just after i finish my movie with friend. hmm.. dont know why i found its quite boring to watch alone. the movie is actually quite nice. maybe is because i watch alone gua.. yeap.. correct.. watch movie with people will be better. ahha! another thing that reminds me is that is the last day of kuching festival! got this..

heh.. this one taken last year..we also took it this year.. the only difference is one taken on the last day and another one taken on the first day of the festival!
take a look from this link--
http://fri3nd5.blogspot.com/2008/08/kuching-festival-and-pc-fair.html
there got more pic of fireworks taken recently
p.s. of course not as nice as olympics one
-peace-
-END-

plagiarism

try to listen to this music.. you will find out more..

zara zara touch me

as the paper had wrote that this song is definately copied.. it really have same rhythm and tempo as leehom's 竹林深处.. wat the.. really bs when listen it

OMFGii

gosh~ what's going on today?! morning forget to turn off the fire. afternoon almost fell from stairs.. few minutes ago also happen the same thing again! what the hell.. swt

OMFG

well.. today dont need to go school, guess what i'd done? i almost burn my house.. hiahia.. forget to turn off the fire when i cook my porridge! maybe is because i gettin lesser to kitchen and i forgot that i have cook something.. the smoke are all around my house and i still dont realise it. my bro shout from upstairs, and i just said: SHIT!! rush to the kitchen and turn off the fire. sigh sigh~ is that because the tv show is too nice to watch or i still think nonsense till foget?! i dont know..


lesson taught:

• do not day dreaming,
• do not fall asleep, and
  
• do not watch your favourite tv show when you are cooking!
  

To GOOD Friend

you brighten my day with the sound of your voice,
you bring so much laughter and love,
you are everything to me
and
i was so blessed when God sent you here for me..
thank you friend!

take a look!

who want to watch last year's funniest video clips?? its all taken among Fri3nd5.. memorable and nice to watch! give me some response.. limited edition oh.. no offense to friends who exists in video clips.. dont kill me if i post it out few days later.. haha! so remember! give me response